Emotions yesterday...different today...

Here's the song....for Kate.
In detail description of the situation later.
I'm happy. I really am. Thank God.
TODAY. I'm happy.
And I dont have to live in "what ifs"
Amen. This song has a name, but it's a name im not ready to share at this point ;)


So..."A song"

There once was a dock on a small lake

I talked to you like you were my best friend

You told me the stories of a man who changed your life

I told you the secrets of how you were changing mine

The beauty of summer love is that the summer is what its for

Don’t look back it’ll bite you again

But I want to go back, just to feel that rush again

You’re so far away, my heart is even farther and the one I love is closer than you know.

Toes dripped in the water my legs draped on yours

I laughed as I called people we both knew

Trying to get their approval of something they called from the start

We said we’d fly to see if it could work, imagine that…we never flew.

The beauty of summer love is that the summer is what its for

Don’t look back, it’ll drag you in again

But I want to go back the tears became the water dripping from my toes

Your home is where you are, and here I am too and away from you is what I want to do

That picnic bench was perfect for the nose to nose we shared

I remember asking myself if you were worth this

It took a little while for me to shake that silly smile

And the beach is where I landed your sweet lips

Maybe you’re right and yes I do believe

That hes got 1000 miles and 17 hours on you

But he’s good for me, he makes me free

And when it comes down to it, you never called when you said its what you would do.

So gone are the days of the toes of the laughter

Praising a God together in a chapel that became a home

And I will never forget, the note in my hand

Before I shared with the world a story, I wanted to forget.

If words could save a life, which I think that they can do

“you are gorgeous” became the pride in me but I cant give my love to you.

And now I’m back at home.